So i only have a few weeks of high school left...then i'll b off to university after my summer break. Around 49 days before exams start...wow 49.... that's really little. I'm not completely excited to leave though. A lot of people in my school are really happy to get out though...our school is not the best looking and some people have said other things. ahah i like our school.. i agree it's not a pretty school...but there are a lot of awesome things i've discovered there. i've met a few people i wouldn't mind staying friends with...3 or 4 people..i'm really not a quantity person, but i do treasure people that are my friends a lot. i also am still friends with people i've been friends with since gr 8 haha. Sometimes i wish i did have a friend that i've been friends with since like primary school or something, but i don't c that happening any time soon lol. The teachers at my school? they are pretty awesome..math department has cool, funny people hahahah..i'm not joking, but math at the higher grades is really not easy...i think our school's math is really good...though i sucked at it at the higher levels, which proves our school doesn't give out easy marks in that department. Science department? it's freaken awesome too ^^, they seem to act like one big family and the teachers seem to have a whole lot more spirit than the students, the teacher that is head of science... they are real smart and like a crazy mad scientist... it's awesome...he pretends and acts crazy and mean like...doesn't give answers on a sliver plater...but he'll help you if u really want it...i took the miracle path!!! i took it! (lol ignore that..it's an inside joke)...there have been other awesome teachers too..from english department to arts and even humanities...i've become so use to my high school, that i have come to like it... and i dislike the idea that next year... and the years after.. i'll never get to be in the same school with the friends i've sticked to for so long ...i also don't like the fact that things have changed between me and one of my close friends...i thought i changed...then i realized it wasn't me... it was her...and me being so close with her that i got affected by her way of thinking and was too scared to tell her some things because i thought she would stop being friends with me... and i dont wanna lose my friends...wow..lol she's not that horrible lol when i read that part again it just makes me think it seemed like she was... she's pretty good friend...but i've noticed when she's with her other group of friends and i'm near there she kinda just ignores me and it bothers me cause when i talk to her about stuff near other people that has nothing to do with them she's like ...o.. talk about it later cause they r not in it...hello... i no i dont mind a lot of things... but i have feelings too.. lol this entry seem to become gloomy..i am sad to leave school in general...and i kinda wished i knew were i stood with my friend... like .. is it just me thinking that we r close friends... i think i no the answer..but i still feel neglected at times. I'm gonna be happy with what i'm gonna be studying in university next year! ...i hope i will be able to meet some nice people and also that i will be able to stay close friends with the friends i have now!!! yaaa!!